Part of my memory.

Well..It all started back then when I was 14..I was egoistic and ignorant girl who knew nothing about love.And 6 years past after then.. I still don't really understand it.

Two months ago, my long-term relationship finally reach it stopping point. We broke up after 3 years dating and took a break for a year before we started dating again and after almost 2 years, he said to me he fell in love with another. 

Holding back from my tears.. I said.. go and pursue your dream girl. I asked him whether he needs any help regarding that girl, he coldly said : I'm going to get her myself.I'm not stopping until I got her. (well..something like that). Hearing that, My heart was broken. But I laughingly said, yeah, you can do it.

Since the conversation took place on the phone, he can't see the trembling me. I cried a lot that day. Thinking.. blaming.

Well.. after two months.. I realizes thing I haven't  for 6 years.

It just like this.

We were walking together, happily, side by side.

But at some point, one of us stopped.

And the other one keeps on walking.

Without turning back to ask, 'What's wrong?',

The person keeps on walking.

When the person realizes that he was far too ahead,

It was already to late to turn back,

Because the one that stopped,

Was no longer there.

It's hard to believe that it's over. I still cried listening to love song and it's still hard to watch love scenes without you popping in my head. But I do believe that someday, this will end. I'll move on and someday..you will just be a part of my memory.

SYE.