Sunday, 6 January 2013
Two different world.
When I first saw you few years ago..I know we live in different world.
But..I never know that being difference hurt so much.
And I didnt know that there will be a time when being different can make me regret.
Yeah.I'm regretting it.
Seeing how close you were to me but I cant reach you,makes me hurt.
You who never even take a glance on me..
Can actually make me fall for you.
But u never knew.
That I only wanted to love you.
I've been in denial.
I told myself over and over that I'm over you.
I don't even want to miss you.
I did what I have to do,
Erasing you.
If only I can block my heart from loving you as easy like I'm blocking your number.
If only I can shut my heart as easy as shutting my eyes.
Wouldn't my life will be better?
I wonder.
You and I live in a different world.
You hate my kind
N I dont want to be your kind.
You dont understand my kind
I dont want to understand your kind.
I will never be the one for you.
That I knew.
From the very first time I met you.
SYE.
Tuesday, 11 December 2012
[Short entry] Study!
Final exam is just around the corner..(>_<) !
We all spent most of our time studying anyway~
Taking my break time from all the stresssssssssssssss
WE are having our discussion but y does it seems like camping btw??HAHA
Messy giler kan????? :)
Ok.Lets continue our study okeh =.=
SYE.
Monday, 10 December 2012
My Fear.
I don't like to be in the dark..
Not because I'm scared of the darkness ,
But what's inside it instead.
I don't like rains..
Not because of I'm afraid I'll be wet,
But because I'm scared I'll cry..as it reminds me of tears..
I don't like high places..
Not because of the height,
But instead..I'm scared of falling..
I don't like having a lot of friends..
Not because of the number..but instead,
I'm just scared they'll leave me alone..
I don't like to tell you how much you hurt me..
Not because I like to stay silent,
But because I'm scared you wouldn't care.
I don't want to fall in love..
Not because I hate the feelings of love,
I'm just scared it'll hurt me more.
I'm still clinging on the past..
Not because I can't let you go..
It just that I'm scared of the fact that you're gone.
I don't like waiting..
Not because of the time..
But because if you don't come, I'll feel abandoned.
I hate to try again..
Not because I don't want to give you another chance,
But instead..I'm scared that you'll hurt me the same way you did.Again.
I don't like you..
Not because you broke my heart..
But because..you are capable of doing it again.
SYE.