My Fear.

I don't like to be in the dark..

Not because I'm scared of the darkness ,

But what's inside it instead.

I don't like rains..

Not because of I'm afraid I'll be wet, 

But because I'm scared I'll cry..as it reminds me of tears..

I don't like high places..

Not because of the height, 

But instead..I'm scared of falling..

I don't like having a lot of friends..

Not because of the number..but instead,

I'm just scared they'll leave me alone..

I don't like to tell you how much you hurt me..

Not because I like to stay silent,

But because I'm scared you wouldn't care.

I don't want to fall in love..

Not because I hate the feelings of love, 

I'm just scared it'll hurt me more.

I'm still clinging on the past..

Not because I can't let you go..

It just that I'm scared of the fact that you're gone.

I don't like waiting..

Not because of the time..

But because if you don't come, I'll feel abandoned.

I hate to try again..

Not because I don't want to give you another chance,

But instead..I'm scared that you'll hurt me the same way you did.Again.

I don't like you..

Not because you broke my heart..

But because..you are capable of doing it again.

SYE.