At times like this.

At times like this.. exactly at times like this..I hate it when it comes to time like this.

Sometimes.. I wish I were stronger.

N much more honest.

When I looked around.. and saw that it was empty,

all I can do is cry.

These days are tiring and hard for me..

Just like snowflakes, I wish it would just melt away.

I wish you would just fade away.

I live my life laughing,

Pretending I dont care..

But the fact that my heart was longing for you can't never change.

If there was a way to separate my heart from my mind,

I'd done it.

If there was a way to kill my heart so it wont hurt that much,

I'd done it.

But as a normal human being,

I can't help but to feel..

And at times like this,

Exactly at times like this..

I miss you the most.

Seeing how my phone never rings..

And I cant even text you,

Somehow, it hurts so much 

And I began to think again..

Why..why should it be you.

You who doesnt even know the slightest bit of how I go through my life each day,

You who didnt look at me the same way I do..

I cant help but to think that..

I wish my heart were smarter when it comes to love a person.

Because at times like this..

I just want you to be here,

Completing me.

Exactly at times like this.

 SYE.