All alone..

One thing I hate about my house?
..it is too far from PMC and I can't go back when it just 4 days of holidays.
And here I am. Alone. In this not-so-big room. With 3 other empty beds. While my roommates having fun with their family. Sticking with my lappy. Too afraid to get to sleep. Yeah. It feel so-damn-great.
I did told them I'm fine. I'm used to it. blah blah blah..
I just can't tell them the truth, am I?
It's not that I love to lie but what can they do even if I say I'm not fine at all, ladies..

HTH am I going to be fine when it JUST 4 DAYS SLEEPING ALONE AND MISSING MY HOUSE.
So, where do exactly my-far-house is?
????
Actually I live in kuching SWK.No.I didn't born in SWK. I just live there.
With my lovely daddy. (I miss U so much already daddy..) I just moved in to his house about a year ago.. He lives there for almost 8years already.
So I definitely can't go back when it just 4 days,right?.
..boring..
Now I'm all alone..
Planning all the things I should do to keep my time wasted for another 4 days..
Seriously..
..I miss the smell on my bed..
..I miss the radios playing in the morning when my daddy's sitting with a mug of coffee and papers in his hand..haha..
..I miss the time when we have our lunch together talking about things..
Eventhough the time I spent with U are not that much,dad..
But the time I spent last year with U do means a lot for me. I get to know you.. I get to hear you and see you..
..and.. I get to love you more. I love you, dad. From the bottom of my heart. I hope I will never be separated from you again, dad.