Lost in the moments.

02.02.12. Nice date huh? My fav num, 2.
I dont know when it starts..
I felt loss. I lose myself.
There are nothing that can initiates my excitement any longer.
I thought it was temporary but no. It still happens.
I no longer feel the nervousness of taking exam neither the nervousness when look at my result.
I no longer feel the curiousness of learning new things.. and explore it.
I no longer feel to be friend or having a friend.
Studying no fun.
Talking no fun.
I seem lost in the moments.
Since I lost you.
No. It's not because of you. It because of me.
I got to gather back every tiny pieces I've lost and initiates my heartbeat again.