May ALLAH bless U.

I don't know how many time I've cried because of u but right now I'm just too sad and it seems I can't stop my tears from falling.
I tried to be cool every time you cursed at me but it just hurt so badly that I can't hold back my tears.
U never know how much I love u right?
Why u never changed??
Why do u keep hurting me with your cursing words.
Instead of holding my hand why do u keep pushing me away??
Instead of keep me standing why u let me fall??
My weak feet can't stand no more.
..I..love you so much..It's killing me for u to do this to me..
I wish I can stop loving u so that it wont hurt too much but how can I?.
U were a part of me..My heart beats because of you..
Why can't u look at me as someone u need to love and care for.
N for god sake u don't even know my favourite food!

‎'x kan selamat..hidup kamu..insyallah itu yg akn aku doakn pd ALLAH utk kmu'
I may can smile when u say those words but my heart is breaking n u just can't see that.U never know.N u never understand.
Even how much I love u M..we love u M.. M will never change right?
I've always pray that u changed and be good to all of us.
I'm too tired of u n I can't take it anymore.
I'm sorry M.
I'm going to let ALLAH decide what's going to happen.
I love u M but u're too far n I'm too weak to hold it any longer.
May ALLAH bless u.
That's all I can hope 4.