Tuesday, 11 December 2012
[Short entry] Study!
Final exam is just around the corner..(>_<) !
We all spent most of our time studying anyway~
Taking my break time from all the stresssssssssssssss
WE are having our discussion but y does it seems like camping btw??HAHA
Messy giler kan????? :)
Ok.Lets continue our study okeh =.=
SYE.
Monday, 10 December 2012
My Fear.
I don't like to be in the dark..
Not because I'm scared of the darkness ,
But what's inside it instead.
I don't like rains..
Not because of I'm afraid I'll be wet,
But because I'm scared I'll cry..as it reminds me of tears..
I don't like high places..
Not because of the height,
But instead..I'm scared of falling..
I don't like having a lot of friends..
Not because of the number..but instead,
I'm just scared they'll leave me alone..
I don't like to tell you how much you hurt me..
Not because I like to stay silent,
But because I'm scared you wouldn't care.
I don't want to fall in love..
Not because I hate the feelings of love,
I'm just scared it'll hurt me more.
I'm still clinging on the past..
Not because I can't let you go..
It just that I'm scared of the fact that you're gone.
I don't like waiting..
Not because of the time..
But because if you don't come, I'll feel abandoned.
I hate to try again..
Not because I don't want to give you another chance,
But instead..I'm scared that you'll hurt me the same way you did.Again.
I don't like you..
Not because you broke my heart..
But because..you are capable of doing it again.
SYE.
Sunday, 9 December 2012
[KDrama Review] Missing You (보고싶다), 2012.
Zoe and Harry
(love them so much!)
This is a new korean drama. Another sad drama after Nice Guy ended. Lately, there are lot of sad drama isn't it?
Let me tell you a little bit about this drama ok~
The title of this drama is I Miss You (보고싶다),
directed by Lee Jae Dong.
This drama is still ongoing, it started airing on 7/11/2012..
Have 20 episodes totally and still not finished airing yet.
Casting : Micky YooChun (JYJ)
Yoon Eun Hye
Yoo Seung Ho
Jang Mi Ne
I've watched this drama for 10 episodes already. (because other episodes were not available yet. hehe )
I was actually waiting for this drama ever since I saw the teaser with Eun Hye in it (big fan of Eun Hye, yes me.)
When I first saw the teaser, I already can feel the sadness this drama will bring.
It is indeed different than cliche Korean Drama.
Same like Nice Guy (2012), this drama has it own uniqueness.
I already cried watching the first episode. I think Song Ok Sook (Soo-Yeon's mom) and little Soo-Yeon really bring the characters alive.
I like how the drama started. Rarely we can see a drama started with a dark side.But I think this drama really put it off.
''A murderer's daughter''
How she (little Soo-Yeon) fell in love and then betrayed, I think It's a really good start.
Instead of the main character Jung Woo, the one who shielded her with love is Joon (Harry Borrison-France name)
To tell you the truth, I hate Jung Woo.
A lot of people might not agree with me but I think Zoe (France name of Soo Yeon) better off with Harry.
The reason why she got raped and involved with Jung Woo's and Joon's family mess is because she was trying to save Jung Woo who's being kidnapped.
Bravely, she chased the van who caught Jung Woo and demand ''Give my friend back''
Even though she looks a bit stupid there to stand up on kidnappers but hey, she shows some loyalty.
She love Jung Woo and can't bear to see Jung woo's been taken away.
But what she get?
Raped and abandoned.
Pity girl. She deserves better.
When Jung Woo's finally able to cut the rope that tying him and the door was open,
the kidnappers was away.
He got up and look at Soo Yeon who lifelessly laying there after being sexually abused.
I definitely thought that he will help Soo Yeon and took her run away since its his fault that she was there in the first place but!
That coward just ran away alone, abandoned the pity Soo Yeon there.
Yeah. That's when I started to hate Jung Woo.
If it's not for Joon, Seo Yeon will be left dead. Alone.
Seo Yeon was claimed to be dead but Jung Woo believed that she's still alive.
He went through a hard life thinking how he wronged Soo Yeon.
14 years passed and Soo Yeon come back as Zoey while Joon's come back as Harry.
I really like this couple.
So what if Jung Woo live painfully for 14 years?
It's totally his fault for abandoning her there.
Soo Yeon suffers greatly and its Harry who protect her all those 14 years.
Thanks to Harry that Soo Yeon still alive.
They met again and all this mess started.
Zoey wants to erase the Soo Yeon-who-suffers-a-lot-because-of-him in her but Jung Woo keep reliving it and this makes Harry angry.
He may looked sweet and pure but hey, Harry's dangerous.
He's scary when he go mad.
For me, (totally my opinion) Zoe better off with Harry.
Yes, it's true that Jung Woo really love her and has pay all those 14 years live in regret.
But, Harry's the one who protected her and give her the hope to live so that she are what she are now.
Instead of someone who's being away,
doesn't it better someone who's always been here?
I wished I have someone like Harry in my life.
Well, I'm looking forward to the next episodes.
In the end..who's going to suffer?
Let's just wait for it.
SYE.
Mighty Mouth(마이티 마우스) - Good-Bye
Mighty Mouth released it new song recently, titled : Goodbye.
This is the last single recorded before SangChu went to the army.
I really love Mighty Mouth, so sad that he went to the army,
Have to go through it for two years without this group >_<
Pretty nice song~ As expected from my favourite duo,huhu..
Goodbye Mighty Mouth, we will wait for your comeback stage after SangChu comes out, ok~ ^^
This is the Hanggul lyrics :
(p/s: please forgive me if there are any spelling mistakes okay..I'm an amateur in this :p )
그동안 고마웠어 이제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
그동안 고마웠어 이제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제는 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
오빠 잠깐 다녀울게
you know every things gonna be okay
별거 아냐 울지마, 니가 울면 나도 괜히 슬프니까
남들도 다 가는거 잘 알잖아
예전보다 좀 짧잔하
근데 안이랑 밖이랑 시간이 좀 다르데 안에선 느리게 밖에선 빠르게
시간 나면 가끔 써줘 편지 밖같 소 시근 좀 어떤지
훅시 시간 나면 와줘면회 나 잊지 않고 갚으며 살게 평셍
거짓말 처럼 너머버린 서른
그래도 난 잘할야 적응
알잖아 난 Mr Enegizer 긍정의 힘으로 한상 가득 차있어
그동안 고마웠어 이제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
바로 어제까지 만해도 못느꼈었던 감정
약한모습 다 어떻게든 감춰, 야돼
강심장 가져야죠 너가 나보다 더 힘들단거 잘 알기에
애서 웃음으로 감추는 눈물 무거운 발걸음
걱정마 어디서든 난 항상 밝거든
그것이 낯설어도 나란놈 알잖아 금방 적응 헤
니맘은 여전해 그거아는데
이상하게 벌써부터 허전해
나말고 다른놈들은 다 거절해 그게 슬직히 난 너무 걱정돼
이건 이별이 아닌 잠시 긴여행
어늘을 우리들의 추억으로 기념해
지금 이 모습으로 꼭 다시 만나요
담에 만날땐 기쁨의 아녕
그동안 고마웠어 제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제는 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
You said goodbye, but I wont cry
우리 순간 잊지말 기로 해요
생각이 난 가슴이 아파와도 그대로 놓아주길
그동안 고마웠어 이제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
그동안 고마웠어 제 우리 안녕,
나 때메 힘들었지 다 미안해 안녕,
안녕,안녕 이제는 다 안녕 그 시간이 왔네요..
SYE.
Scared.Scarred.
''If you are just going to hurt me more,then let just stop this.
If you are going to scar this already-full-of-scar heart,then lets just end this.''
I wish I can say that to you directly.
Bluntly, fearlessly..
But I just cant.
Know why?
Because I regard you as a part of me.
N I just can't..erase a part of me, can I?
I really thought I met a right person this time.
Why do you have to act like this n make me feel like running away again?
Why do you have to make me feel... unappreciated.
I really dont want to run away again this time.
Neither I want to throw you away like others.
Neither to erase you from my heart like before.
I really dont want to do that to you.
But I feel like doing it now.to you.
You said I'm one of them.The important one in your life.
You said you can open up when its with me.
Because I'm not like others.I'm special to you.
You should just said you hate me instead.
That'll be better.
You only come to me when you need me.
You regard my feelings as a small matter.
When you hurt me, you left me to heal it myself.
You didnt say sorry just because you didnt know how to,
And will never learn how to even for the sake of me.
You..
You are just the same like others before.
You guys..
Scared me. And scarred me.
How your little words can affect me.
How your little actions can hurt me.
It scared me.
And left my heart scarred.
I'm not expecting your whole time for me.
Just a bit to remember me is enough.
Just a word is enough.
I'm not expecting you to coax me when you do something wrong.
Just a ''sorry'' will do.
Maybe I'm expecting too much.
'' There are disappointments when there are expectations,''
I really want to run away and abandoned you right now.
Let it be that you have illness,
I really don't want to care right now.
Let it be you said you are alone,
I really don't want to think about it now.
All I can think right now is you scared me and scarred me.
I really really want to run away right now.
How will it feel when I'm no longer care.
No longer feel sorry for you.
No longer be there for you.
Hurm?
SYE
Sunday, 28 October 2012
My typical weekend
we took this pic yesterday when outing to Spring with my dad n it was in fitting room! haha :)
My midterm break for 10 days started since last Friday.
I was so excited since I'll have more time to rest
BUT!
All my lecturers left me with bundle of assignments
+
Midterm exam right after our break ended.
Urgh!
Frustating!
I thought that when we have this break I'll have more time to spend with my dad but he have sudden meeting at KL for a week!
n left me all alone with Zinny at this house.
So..
all of that left me with this typical weekend.
no dad so no outing.
this is boring.
Me and Zinny were stuck at this house for the whole day.
Playing games
+
Watching DVD's
+
Making our own little spa
+
etc.
We were so damn boring! huhu
Can't wait for my typical tomorrow.
Hmm.
(>_<)
SYE.
